>>>>grr.
i MUST fix my xangaa.
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today was swelll.
played blOOdy knuckles.. ben made me bleed =(
umm. my candle is teh best. it smells soo soo good.
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my head hurts like a motherrr.
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i am going to do something cool on here later.
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i will make a list of my wants.
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ahhh! i wont be back 'till FRiDAYY.
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i know you will ALL miss me. leave me some loveee.

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EDITTT//
went to *cram night* ALANA IS TEH BESTEST I SWEARRRR!
we had like lots of fun. yess.
problems i have:
>major staring problem
>blurting things out without like processing it.
>making odd noises out of pure boredom
>i make WAYY too many excuses.
>obsessing over things... MAjOR
>being an insomniac... ahh. yeah it SUCKSSS i get like frikkin 3 hours asleep.
>my voice is ANNOYING. and i dislike it MOST of the time.
>doing things without getting sidetracked
>FORGETTING EVERYTHING
>misspelling words.. phaha

well.um.. those are a few problems.

NOW FOR THiNGS i WANT AND DESiRE:

*my top holes gauged.. a bit like O < like that
*my hair dyed a deep deep brown.. almost black like a bear.
*my eyebrows reshaped.. they are getting ickkk
*a pretty face... ehh. yes.
*a boyfriend who loves me alot. and i will be my everrrrything. and we will obsess over each other. and bwhaha. yyeahhh. im carrying on ...
*supah cool hair.. which i am going to cut soon.
*an ipod.
*a TOMAGOTCHIIII.. omgahh i want one nowww. please please if you love me buy me one.
*to improve my knitting skillz
*to be accepted. and truly loved.
*to lead a happy life. without depression
*to get a computer that is ONLY mine. in MY room -perferably the ice cube one.-

well i think that is enough for todayyy. WHOOT well llove you peoplee.

\\ have a beautiful time at school without meeee.

HAPPY BiRTHDAY ALLENNNN!!!

WOW.. today was pretty good. this morning i slept 'till like 8 then got readdyyy.  went to the orthodontistt. got breakfasttt. went home.. changed... umm then went to school. RAN A  PASS TO THE BEAUTiFULL ALANA TiPTON. ((i.think.i.spelled.that.right.)) and umm. went and did the school thing. and in dr.vesleys there was a heated discussion about religion between like..[elaine+a bit of jessica and taussen] and [me and ben] it was like whoa. and mmyeah. well no math final 'till tomorrow! yesss. =) i have to be at school at freakin' 7 to set up the auditorium.. phfff. JOYYY. i might look a bit.. sleepy tomorrow. JUST TO LET YOU KNOW. welll i am a learning to KNiTTTT! yeahh thats right..i love it. well i am going to go. i am happy

i want to fall in love..
even if i do end up getting hurt..

sorry it is so hard to readd.
kiss.bang.romance
-or-
kiss.bang.massacre

today was verrry nice.
   like a day of relaxation.
my house is very clean..
    and i like it.because i do.
i wish you people would
    comment. but im not 
begging.hahaha. yeahhh.

>>>>i got new jeans. and a GREEN jacket.
>>>  i like tripped in teh store.. it was funny.
>>hahaha. you can laugh now. .........